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Dear God, make it stop...

Can't Do It

I'm sorry, everyone.

I can't post for a little while.

As great as this morning was, and even though this afternoon wasn't too terrible, this evening has just been hell for me, emotionally.

I don't like to talk about what's happened in my life over the last... Oh my God, it's been 19 months since my life went to hell in a fucking hand basket. I didn't think it was that long.

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That didn't make me feel any better...

Doc Visit

So Danny had his appointment with the orthotist today.

That's a doctor who like... ... Er, fuck, they give you like, prosthetics and shit? I don't even know, I'd have to look it up and I'm lazy.

I just know she gave him his helmet.

We went from 10 mm difference to 5. :D

MAJORLY HUGE IMPROVEMENT!!!

I Think I Need a Hobby

I have decided.

To keep myself preoccupied, I am going to plan out and write/post a Fearblog! :D

Le Sad Face!

T_________________T

I finished Rapture!!

OMG SUPER SAD RIGHT NOW!

And I don't have any color crayons or paper...

Tenth Fear: The Choir

Feeling a little better now...

Still very anxious, but at least I can kind of breathe. That's always a plus.

Ugh. o_e;

Phew...

So...

After going to bed last night, Danny pseudo woke up. Like, he'd kind of wake up a little, turn to look at me with the saddest doe-eyed face, whimper a bit, and fall back asleep. This went on for about an hour before I gave in and brought him in bed with me.

It continued for another hour, with him rolling over, grabbing my hand in his and holding it up to his face.

D'awwww...